| wow it has literally been over a year since i have written on my xanga. the things have definetly changed. looking back at my blogs, seeing all the things ive written oh man... transforming from 2009 to 2010, which now is 2011. im ganna have to say 2010 definetly have kicked 2009's ass. the years seem to be getting better, the people have all changed. the state has even changed. transforming from new york to cali. what the fuck is going on? my life is just a big mess... time to sort things out, pretty tired of many people in it and bad vibes. need to be free, live my life. god bless everyone. i will stay connected |
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| every action you take, your getting more fake. your making me regret what i feel, even to think you were real.
but i guess i was wrong, but fuck that imma stay strong, cuz imma star, and stars dont fall <3
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| life right now is the worst it has ever been.
and i mean it.
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| this is the worst feeling anyone could ever have. i'm just hoping we fix everything.
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| dear 2009,
me and you had some crazy fun. this was the year i was introduced to ____ which made alot of things different and crazy and fun and memorable. this year was the year i first got drunk lmfao i will never forget that. even though i dont remember much lol, the first i stayed in new york most of the summer, when me and my gf ended it for good. the first time i ever got to have a sleepover... even though it was since i got kicked out... for the first time. alot of firsts happened this year. alot of shit happened this year. this year was when i met my teddy, and started seeing new things, my smiley and started going crazy, my haters and starting laughing. this year was when i started to get pretty careless, this year was when i probably got in the most trouble of my life. practically every single day, when i laughed the most, how i was bad. and i mean i was bad lmfao this year i kept it but hey 2009 i will never forget these memories. this year was the year. now lets see what your competition 2010 has in store for us. goodbye 2009.
this was written really bad and not a normal roxanna writing but only because of ayer.
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